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Pharah ([personal profile] justice_from_above) wrote in [personal profile] mylawn 2017-04-11 04:46 am (UTC)

No, I know ... [There is a difference between knowing and understanding, though, and as much as she can tell herself she knows he didn't mean any personal offense, she still feels she had a lot to lose in this situation and no control over it.]

[She's quiet, she wants to choose her words carefully, to answer intelligently and not emotionally because that won't solve things ... but the longer she hangs on to silence, the more her thoughts get in the way; those creeping feelings of failure, of never being able to measure up. He didn't tell her because he didn't trust her and he didn't trust her because she was never able to prove herself to him. Right or wrong, her worth is still tied up in what he - in what all her heroes - think of her, and in this moment she feels it's nothing much.]

In our last mission together, Khalil told me my team is my family, and that it's something my mother knew. I was able to get that with Helix. I wished i could get that with my mother here, but I never will; there will never be room for me between the two of you.

There are other decisions you made here I don't agree with, but as for my mother, I guess ... I was jealous, and I shouldn't have taken that out on you.


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